Goodness, Jill

At a time in my life when I should be the happiest, I can't quit thinking of you. Feeling you all the time like this makes it difficult to keep my mind where it should be. Wondering how you are and where you may be weighs on me heavily. Even though hating you would be much easier, I can't. My love for you runs too deep. It's like scalding lava running through my veins. Why do you have to be so unforgettable?