To Jill

Dearest Jill,

How are you doing? Is your Christmas going well? I hope you're recovering well. It would be my Chrismas wish to know how you're doing, though I'm not expecting it. I'll probably go ahead and go to my sister's house for Christmas Eve, though it depends on how I'm feeling... or is it you feeling?

I was just thinking back on a movie I once saw called "Hackers." I imagine you are familiar with it. Angelina Jolie's character in that movie sort of reminds me of you. What reminded me of it was Leon going after Mila. I had thought about sending her the copy of Leon's information, but then I thought better of it. I didn't want to get you in trouble.

It's been a lonely holiday season not being able to talk to you. Mila and Suze05 have helped me through it, but things just aren't right. I can feel you so strongly. I hope you aren't being affected too stronly by my arrhythmia. I'm not having a lot of problem with it, but I had some a few days back and feel like I may be having it soon now, unless you are just going through something.

I'm uploading a video I made of Suze05 and I singing "Let There Be Peace On Earth." It should be finished uploading soon. I don't know if you'll see it or if you're even able to see it at this point, but it should be finished soon.

If I don't hear from you, Merry Christmas and Happy New Year. I love you and I always will love you.

Love,

Cal